Love...

...is dead.

Great, Another Teen In Love...

Its always great when you tell the guy you love that you do, and he takes you in his arms and...

Ha. You didn't think I was serious, did you? Life is never like that. No, in real life, you tell a boy you love him, and he ignores you to the point that you have anorexia-like symptoms and just want to vomit and punch children in the throat at the same time. Oh, and when you ask him if you made him uncomfortable? He says no and then that he doesn't know. Well, here's my response: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GDZMfKHVhoQ

Oh, Yeah, I Need Ideas for...

I dont know. I just need something non-depressing on here.

on the unfortunate, I have nothing in my life that is happy-making other than white collar. Not even God it seems. Not saying its right or that I like it, it is simply a fact.

Tell me something good...

an experience

a person

a pick-up line

a photo

something.

Save me, please. Non-dramatic: I just need something that makes it worth getting up in le morning.

Well, It's Official.

...And I hate it. Henceforth, he shall be known as My Love. My Love remains anonymous. He has been My Love for years. Maybe not technically, but it has been true. My Love is by everyone's standards, a nice person... especially with girls. Before you think ill of My Love, just know that we are neither formally nor informally attached. The most that has technically occurred was a mutual agreement of like a couple of years ago. In my inmost being, I want that to be real. I want for his relationships with other girls not to matter. I want to be his one and only. Call me old-fashioned and girly, but I do dream of the faerie tale ending.
The Really Sucky Bit: I think My Love is ashamed to be seen talking to me. And I'm too shy to talk to him. Awesome.

Comments? Questions? Concerns? Leave 'em bellow. I gave up on speeling today.

NoiseTrade Widget

Im really annoying.

I think people are getting tired of my little updates, so, here I will post links to bands, free music, and anything, really.

http://www.myspace.com/jessyribordy
http://www.myspace.com/thereiverempires
http://www.myspace.com/fallingup

You may or may not have heard of the band Falling Up. They are a christian band in a non-in your face way. Anyways, I love them. Their two latest albums (Fangs! and Captiva) are their best so far. I cannot tell all of whats going on, but Jessy is pulling away from that band. His new band is called The River Empires. They are most like Falling Up in Fangs! only a little..more? I think is what I am trying to explain. On his personal myspace, he has posted little songs he has done mostly by himself, that are, truth be told, quite stunning.

*DISCLAIMER* I cannot verify that Falling Up is no longer a band, this is pure conjecture based on what I have seen on their blogs and tour dates etc. Please, let me know if you hear anything more. I honestly hope that the band is still together.

Until next time..

Liz

Alrighty.

The time is coming! I will announce a date soon. Here's what I need:

Pictures of you. No make up. Not smiling. One from straight on, one from the side.

Please please PLEASE! Let me know what makeup you can bring.

AND! What clothes you can bring. Girls need one to two dresses plus whatever else. I need a picture of it or of you wearing it.

Seriously, I need to plan in advance. If we/ I need to do some shopping, its gotta happen soon.


Alright, my loves, let me know, yo!

xoxo
Liz

I don't know anymore. Or did I ever really in the first place?

I always knew I liked you.
I always knew you cared.
"Could this ever come true?"
Is a thought I never dared.
So let's just stay here for a while,
Like this
Uninterrupted, beautiful, undefiled
Forever bliss.


Sending this out into the cyberspace, hoping it is undiscovered, my own soul.

Creative Writing: Favorite Place

There are a lot of places I love to visit, but I really enjoy using my imagination to create 'my world'.

There are several realms in this world and I will describe the first. There is a treeline made of birch and oak, you see big, fluffy snowflakes falling down, like little kisses on everything they touch. Despite the snowfall, you see plush green grass path leading to cozy huts filled with spiced ciders and coffees.

Now, lets walk beyond the treeline, into the spring and summer realm. The bark on the trees is dark and wet, the little leave shoots are the brightest green and smell of vanilla mint. There is a lazy meadow filled with wild roses and winged faeries. At the heart of this scene is a pond. Not just any pond, a pond to rival Acheron, pure, clear waters, smooth pebbles cover the bottom of this glassy pool, little frogs flit about and when you stick your feet off the pier, the most peculiar looking little orange fish suck on your toes and fly around on an unknown mission.

Let us retire to the third and final realm, so far at least. This is the most ethereal realm. Let me build this from the ground up: picture a cratered surface, basically the Moonn, it glows a silvery shine that looks as if it could quench the deepest thirst. The craters on this surface are terrariums that contain things that look like tidal pools but contain creatures you have never seen. There, I reside with My Love. We lay here, forever. Death's kiss is not welcome here, only Serenity. Our hands are intertwined, we rule this world. We love this world. This world is ours.

Broken Hearted

Sure, I'll break your heart today
I'm just saving you your tomorrow
Baby, don't waste your time.
Honey, it ain't gonna work.
Believe me when I say, "I'm sorry,".
Or don't.
It doesn't matter.
I am the parasite.
You will go down
And I will move on
The sole survivor of our age old affair